JAPANESQUE

okay
just read everybody's blog
oh well
not everybody
anyway
u get the picture

life is in the pits at the moment
i guess for everybody else too

so i've been pretty selfish to ramble on and on about ME

i apologize for that

but there are times we all just feeel so selfish
and resent everybody else
or envy everybody else
and feel..
our lives r the most impt
and since it's in the pits now
nobody can beat tt

urgh

tt's wads wiv me now

can't count the no. of times i've lost it in vj now
feel like a pathetic weakling
crying in front o seet
tt'z the extreme manz
so many many pple saw my tears

yunwen u're such a loser

u stupid ass
why cant u control ur tears
u fucking loser

nobody likes me
everybody hates me
i'm gonna eat some worms
EAT WORMS!!!!
small worms juicy worms fat worms big worms
i'm gonna eat some worms
EAT WORMS!!!!

haha
an attempt to cheer myself up
worked to up it by an inch
hope it'll stay long enough for me to say what i wanna say

hEy cocKS!
thanks for da yelloW foamy bEar!
haha it's was damn farnie
i was just moaning in chi clz tt i wan my yellow foamy bear
and jo just cldn't tk it anymore
and went,"open ur present lar cock!"
and thrust the bag at me
seriously
i thought it was a bag they bought me
since it was in a huge quiksilver bag
but heh heh
looks can deceive

no complaints now!
nickIE da yellow foamy bear is finE!!!
(jingX: it's nickIE. and it's the last time i'm repeating it)

yes yes he's my surrogate bf

hmz
quite sad.
there hasn't been anybody in my life for...wad..almost 2 yrs now.
miss the feeling yar.
esp now tt my 2 closest frenz r attched.
this void..
i guess is harder to fill in

but relax guys
DUN jeapordize ur time w ur special onez just to accompany me!
i'll just kill u for tt!
esp jingX n ZR!

i'll find pple!
worst come to worst i'll just rot away at the courts
hahaha

match against hcjc tmr
impt!
gotta slp early
though toook a 2-hr nap at 5
bleah pigg

lynal msg-ed..
sigh
everybodys life's in the pits nowadayz
jc life seems to be taking its toll on us huh

hey thanks jingx for keepin w me on fri..
needed it...though i din sey..

thanks zr for da chocs..
haha
go read my comment on ur blog!

hmzz..and everybody else whu cared on fri..
pengz..bra..even nick
hahaha
tt bastard came hopping to me, "So, why are u crying?"

minghann n his insensitive comments helped too (haha)
so did hailin's speech...
thanks eunice..jo..
i love da team!

yeah everybody was nice to me..
life's nt so bad aft all
=)
see pengz..i can buck up fast!

nuts...nice tok w him..
guess he needed as much a morale booster as i did
=)

yupz.. thanks for helping, leon!!!
lalang jean...for da hugs..helped comfort a lot..was on e verge of tears again!
urgh sucha weakling me.
asked myself at tt mo, how many times hav u cried in vj liaoz? u wanna add on to the record?!
nope i didn't!

wish for the monos to be over soon...
wish by some miracle i'll do well...

hope i'll be in top form tmr for the match against hcjc..
andrea lets thrash dem shall we?!

yupz nitez pple..
love ya guys..