JAPANESQUE

"Rendezvous
where to my place say two
and we can do anything u wanna do

yeah

tonight is the night

when u close ur eyes
take a minute take a moment realise
do u see me when u fantasize?
tonight will be ur night.."

woo hoo~
a hit from dee good oldee days!
i'd always remember listening to this first album of craig david's after one of the PTs (ahem, read:slack time outside bedok stadium)
i TINK it was during the dec or june dols i guess..
cant remember!

i MIss those dayss!
my LIFE revolved round training and tennis and training and tennis!!
and of coz xy square!
i even miss my olde beeg(read:euphemism)coach sjaiful whose marital status remains a mystery hahaha

well...
at least xy square's quite back on track noww
=)))
we're such an eccletic mix:-
Xy the wistful one
(read:often building her own sandcastles in the air)
jX the stone but sometimes not stone one
(read: easily excitable when excited one)
hY the considerate one
("urm...anything"?)
Yw the outspoken one
(read:vulgar actually,)

*notee the capss!they make up XYsq!

*as in square root

haha
cometo think of it
we even have a name!!
hahaa
so groupish and so teenagey!

well.. remnants of out fast dissipating teenage years..
like jx said.
we're all kinda like jaded olde birds.
all with our own sadd/happy pasts
and that goes to all of u out there..

time really flies eh?

which reminds me of another song in my p6 days!
-the first album i owned in fact!but dun ask me y i bought it haha-

"if only i could turn back time
if only i could say what i still had
if only i could turn back time
i would stay for the night
for the night..."

not tt i missed out staying overnight @ anybody's house haha

but well..
i guess everybody's got things they'd want to turn back time to
be it to fix ..
or to relive..

imagine we had a time machine!

we'd be able to fix wad ever happy memories or return to any happy ones we wanted!

but just think of it.

will we really be happy doing tt?

for me, there're tonss of things id wan to relive
at the same time, theres almost a balance to wad i DUN WAN to relive..

i guess i wun be happy living in the past
but to muse over it once in a while...
is actually a pleasure..

its like our personal emotional safety deposit box we open in times of need and support

but to indulge in it
we'd miss out treasures still yet to be found

im so glad i found my dear...
=)
though im sick (damnit) i feel warm inside coz i know there's always somebody i can count on
somebody i tink i can (and desperately want to) love for a lonnng lonnng time..

oohh mushie mushie..
haha

damnit holidays almost over!
and i spent 3/4 of it sick crappp
and my uni admissions DUN seem to be under way as yet!

haha gotta write tt bloody proposal and send it to the arts council for a blimming good apllication mann!
to make up for my less den sparkling results haha
(BTW: THOSE WE ARE DYING TO NOE MY RESULTS. DUN ASK. DUN EVEN TINK OF ASKING. IM SERIOUS.)

yeapp so after this wonderfully enlightening entry im off to squeeze me brains for yet another wonderful email to the arts council!
not before gg thru my beloved NICOLE first *MUACK*

i noe life is not all candy floss and roses and sunshine(ok not literally) and all tt represents happiness
esp for now when pple R either:
1)sufferring under the INDECISIVE force.(note:SAF)
2)bored to tears w their office jobs
3)nursing broken hearts
4)tormented over uni application
5)suffering from a LONG bout of flu+incessant coughing
6)pissed off over bfs addicted over things over then themselves
7)and irritated as hell by kids @ bedok north or any other students they may be facing as relief teachers

haha i hope i got everything down

well..
jus think of the ethiopians suffering in ethiopia!

YEap!
and life will be better!
if not just get sick and get into a revelatory mood like yours truly
haha
Btw:im trying NOT to think abt the 3 classes of lit stupid essay tests ive yet to mark.
AND the uni applications
AND the proposal

HIAK!
haha
commeonne!
to cheer up u can watch monty python's stupid shows!
haha

okay b4 i go..
CONGRATS my DEAR ure hard work paid off!!
=)

meanwhile:ZQ CHEERUP!
u can take revenge on the recruits who R gonna suffer under you.
HAHAHAHa
OR id wait to hear ure risen in the ranks and got urself an officer title ok!

nightos everybodyy!