JAPANESQUE

whenever im w gen we will inadvertably talk about relationships and i think its because her view of relationship is like vastly diff from mine. so aafter lunch at arts canteen after jap paper today, gen and i finally concluded:

- i need a domineerring bf but problem is i tend to attract those snap-fingers-ill-come-over kind cos
- i look like the domineering kind. but im actually not, im a softie. but unless somebody knew me very very well, tt sumbody wunt noe

- solution: gen suggested b more teh. but but! i cant do it on purpose n frequently la pls i cant stand girls liddat! which means im just liddat.denhow?will never meet the correct pple??
well actually pengyu knew me very very well and i think he did try to be a bit domineering, a bit bad to me but i think ultimately hes just not tt kinda guy coz hes too nice..

- gen thinks i shld go get hurt 1 x cham cham, jialat jialat to appreciate them

- while gen needs her partner to be a little in awe of her, i need to be a little in awe of my partner
(so i can stay in love longer?)

nelle commented once tt if she was a guy she'd not want to be my bf coz she'll be constantly afraid tt i will fall out of love w her.

interestiing how diff minds work rite??

while gen would put her bf on top priority, i wunt. n her reason being she sees her bf as a future family member and worth all her time in the world.

she thinks i like changes but i think i enjoy stability still

im weird.

ah well just reflecting on my conversation..not a post looking for love or wadever.