JAPANESQUE

I need to pull up my cap.

and though this sem does not look too good so far,

i endeavour to press on this last lap.

i will not pause to lament on how the system, which is supposed to run on meritocracy seems very un-friendly to me.

and how effort so does not necessary equate good grades.

i will not lament.

i will try again.

(for the thousandth time)

and i am resigned to the fact that my chances of doing a 4th year are near to zero.

but its okay.

i will still strive to wrap up this semester in studious fervor.

let me be disciplined and focused.

please.


( i will be back on the 5th, oh, the 5th of december)