JAPANESQUE

it has been a difficult weekend.

i think i've grown over the last 3 days.
grown stronger definitely..

i've become more appreciative of people and things around me..

and have become more receptive to certain things as well.

difficult times really do bring out the best in some people i guess..

thanks sherene for taking charege while i was away and made everybody come down for training..

honestly, i was ready to throw in the towel on everything else in life on fri..
ihg, studies, hall wadever the hell there was.

thankfully, i dint have to...and i pray i don't ever have to say "yet".

to the clueless..my dad got hospitalised on fri. rushed home to a horrific scene..
it was really bad. really really bad.

he's better now.. but i'm still pretty jittery everytime my fon rings and a foreign number shows..fearing it's the hospital...

he is my family's firm pillar of support...now the weight of things falls on me and my mom's shoulders.. and will probably be there for a while until he recovers fully..

fri, sat and sun was pretty much camp at the hospital
really really really thankful i had seb there with me, staying over with me on fri and the whole of saturday..

if i'm strong, seb is twice or thrice as strong. but whatever the case, my mom has got to be the strongest woman on earth having to deal with all these all feverish and with her voice barely audible.

thanks for the messages of concern from my dear friends and fon calls from jx..

the worst is probably over.

and i can only pray to God to diminish the second wave of horror..





today is the day of our IHG finals..
many have already come up to offer their best wishes.

i've been telling them consistently that we'll bring home the gold.
honestly?
i'm quite convinced of that myself.

just need my girls to want it.
to say they wil play their best and PLAY THEIR BEST.

i will try to motivate but i also need them to convince me they want to fight.
because eusoff wans their share of the pie really badly..
and i need us to fend them off with all our might..

last but not least..

thank you Lord for all that you have done for me and what you will do for me.
i acknowledge You and will try my very best to honour my word to You.