JAPANESQUE

This overwhelming sense of finality overcame me when I wrote the tribute
It was meant to be a regular blog entry
Budden dunno how dunno why it became a full blown tribute to the team
Sighz

Reallie gonna miss the days wiv dem
It’s realli very fun to be wiv the team
….no worries
…no stress
but I guess life can’t always be smooth-flowing n nice all the time

it’s payback time for me

tsd crewing season r the shitiest periods

was seriously considering dropping

budden aft sum wake-up calls frm jo and my mom..
decided to just get over wiv it..

they’ve finally hammered into me that I shouldn’t drop a subject just because of the frens and the pple
yeah..
though I’d love to ignore tt
it’s a glaring fact ar. no escapes

jus hope tt it wun be as bad as expected…
PLEASe..
Dun let it be…

Oh well
played the last match of the season yest
both guys and girls lost to njc
girls 4:1
guys 3:2

the match andrea n I played we lost 2sets to 1
7-6(7-4) 6-1 6-2
during the 2nd set we lost it..lost the fight as well coz we saw jx and anu lookin depressed on the nxt court aft their match
and all the supporters just leaving
it was rather obvious tt we lost already ar..
I know it was very bad attitude on our part..
But we were really tired..aft sprintin left right for almost 3½ hrs
Our stupid opponent just kept lobbing over the volleyer
Freak
Only till the end we got back 2 games by staying at the back as well
But it was too late
I didn’t dare to smash n poach enuff..
I was holding back again~
Urgh
But it’s over now wad can I sey
But andrea really really really did a gd job
She spoilt everybody’s impression tt she cant run for the ball
Really proud of her
=)

hey jx…tk it easy babe..
everybody hav bad dayz..
and as u and I noe very well
bad tennis days jus come
w/o warning NUTHING
it has happened to me (ac match)
it happened to u
but all tt mattered was u put in the 100% u had tt day
even if u were only at 40%
yupz…
I tink u noe tt urself
So..ch33rz babe
=)

jx and I were rather irritating yest..
…felt rather guilty abt it aft tt..
but.
It’s over..

Hey zr thks for helping us borrow $$ yar..
We’ll TRY to return dem asap

Met yos on the way hm…
Toked quite a lot..
Hehz
I miss her sia..
Aft this 2wks I swear I’ll tk more time w her..

pengz was damn nice to offer to send me home..
but since he wld prob reach hm aft midnite if he did..
declined his kind offer..
It’ll b crazy to put him through tt
But lucky I met yos ar
If nt I tink I’d hav really dieded haha

Sighz
Dunnoe wad I’m tinking
Yest wen bw came down to support
I lost focus for 2 games in the 1st set
Hav no idea wad was wrong wif me manz..
Wad 3:1 down bfore I finally regained my senses
Bleahz

Had the urge to msg him today
And I did.
Hmmz he still haven replied my msg frm almost 2hrs ago
How nice

forgeddit jingx..
he's really nt interested..

Bleah

Sighz
Hav huijun’s slot tmr 915 in e morn..
Oh well
To look on the brighter side of things..
I’ll get to play with the new console in the studio?!
Haha
Bleahz

Sighz
Still sad over the end of season..
Well again on the brighter side of things..
We still hav the finals/prize-giving on thurs to look 4ward to!!!
provided my tsd snrs will be willing to let me off jus for tt day
really hope they will…

keeping my fingers crossed….