JAPANESQUE

i should like finally learn to bring down my expectations for myself and definitely tone down my excitement for all things that i embark on?

but i can't help it! if i feel good+excited about stg im gonna do/have done, i wanna let my frens noe, i wanna try to make them feel good+excited abt it too. but i guess that's wrong la some times. coz in the end i may just disappoint them.. irritating hor?

sorry guys! KRX at AX was a bit of a flop
script not good enuf...lights bad...screwed up lines...acting not good enough...

bleah.

why liddat sial?
i used to be able to feel good about any of my performances, good or bad.
sigh.

expect too much again la.

now have to gather the focus and mood to do better on sat.